another one of those days

Last night the bf and I had a conversation that led me to feel like we have a long way to go till we reach the alter. I really hope he can work things out that he needs to for himself, but I do feel as if my little fantasy is over for the time being. Forgive me for being silly, but I am a bit sad about it.

Ugh.

And work, as usual, bites.

No money from Paul today, either. I am going to tell him to mail me a money order if he can't be bothered to come down here and give it to me in person. Am pissed.